Yeah, so I'll start with the thing that shook me up the worst this week; I saw a man almost get killed.. no kidding! You see, they are working out side our class room window, and suddenly we heard this bang, and the whole builing shook. Someone stood by the window as it happened and saw what happened. One of the plates they were builing a floor with(wood, but about 700kilos i think) had falled down from the wires. As they pulled the thing off the ground where it had landed, there was a man underneath itO_O! I am serious! Luckily he survived, but geez! There was a lot of blood on his face, and on the ground, and apprently it had smashed his chest. Oh it was so terrible! There were a lot of girls in my class that started to cry(including the girl, one of my best friends, who was it all happen!). It was so gross, and i start to cry now, just thinking about it. SO, that day i was really.. what should i call it? Well, lets just say i thought a lot about life and death that day, and the next, and right now.. it was all in all a very bad, and different experience, even if it was a man i didnt even know!
It does really make me think.
I mean, im a fan of vampires, and that i will continue to be, surely, but as you experience something like this things start taking shape in your head. I think it is reality! I have never thought about death like this before. i mean, when your in the traffic, when your at sea, when your at work, when your with friends, when... yeah you get my point, you can easily get killed by an accident.. And i dont think most people realize that! And vampires, its not any better than every terrible thing that happens in the now, in this world.. I dont understand why i love fantasy so much, because when i think about it, it is indeed no better than what we've already got.. maybe its just that it is something else, something supernatural. I dunno... i just wanna crawl into a little small corner, right now, and die...

So... rest of my week was also bad, but not as bad as that accident, though. We had a lot of homework, and projects and tests, and... yes, it sucked! All year we havent had more than some few tasks, and then suddenly we get this HUUUGE project, where we have to turn a fairytale into an article. It totally sucked, but mine weren't that bad actually! I choose Snow White(is it one or two words?O_o), and the wicked step mother was a lunitic that ended up in the mentals.. or whatever it is called!x) It was a fun, but really hard task.
Oh, i forgot to mention; I'm on a Media school(or i dunno what it is called in english)! We're dealing with all sorts of Adobe programs, which i totally ADORE!! We just finished off InDesign, also in that fairytale task, and im also working in Preview Pro with movie making and stuff like that! We've just already started, and i cant wait to get to know more!(i cut my first movie this thuesday! Im so excited! I think this is gonna be a great year!

And and, I've started to read a new book!(or several, but still!) Yeah, i know; when do i get the time to finish them all off? the answer is i dont, i havent really finished a book in months I started to laugh SO hard when i figured that out! I think my last was Graceling, and i think some of you guys know how long that is ago. Haha im such a weirdo!

And i have LOADS of pictures to upload, i just have to finish them all!XD I really am a sucker! Why dont i ever learn? simple answer for that one too; you see, when i first have an idea i have learnd that i NEED to get it onto the paper before i forget it! thats why! SO i have started HOUNDREDS of pictures, some are really as old as since before the summer, but i just dont know what to do about them.. would you rather have me upload a picture where im almost done, just the bg isnt started on yet, than wait a million years till i find the currage and time to actually do it?Good question right

I dunno what else to say.. oh yeah i do! Just to get ONE LAST THING STRAIGHT! I am officially NO LONGER a twilight fan.. why you ask? Also, an easy answer is to be produced!
1. It seem to me that its "in" to be a fan, and thats just wrong. Of course not all of you think of it like that, but i know some do, so please dont get offended or anything.. those it is about knows it.. im sure!
2. Its no longer about the book, and if there is something to be a fan of it surely is the books, NOT the movie! And, if you do call yourself a fan JUST because you have seen the movie that is just soo wrong! You dont know enough about the TRUE story to say something like that! Okay?
3. There are just too many fans by now, and i hate to be a dead fish! Just as you know..

so there you've got it, and its a shame! it is such a good book, and it will be one of the better books written still, im just too through with them. I even deleted my playlist on itunes, and thats a BIG step for me! So, so long... thy will be surely missed!

SO, lets wrap it up for now, shall we!^_^ Have a nice weekend, and may you never see what i have seen!

This is an updated verson of my - this time - top 4 songs for Edward, Bella and Jacob, 1 for Carlisle, Esme, Alice and 2 for Jasper XD
Go check out and see if you have the same taste of Twilight saga songs as me. I LUUVE comments, as you all know


Edward's Songs:

Follow Me - Breaking Benjamin [link]
"Really Twilight!" was the first thing i could think of

Bad Things - Jace Everett [link]
Perfect, because i think of the biology class when i hear it

I'd come for you - Nickelback [link]
This remind me of how much Edward loves Bella

Bring me to life - Evanescence [link]
Also PERFECT, because of the emptiness Edward felt before he met Bella


Bella's Songs:

4ever - The Veronicas [link]
This reminds me of their honeymoon, and the way Bella is in the bed, if you know what i mean

Decode - Paramore [link]
I LOVE this song, as many of you too does, and i think its P.E.R.F.E.C.T!

Lion - Rebecca St. James [link]
SOO how Bella is aobut Edward, dont you think?

Nobody knows your heart - Princess mononoke (have no idea whos singing) [link]
Ive loved this song since 6th grade, and i just figured out its perfect for twilight


Jacob's Songs:

Breath - Breaking Benjamin [link]
Its really how i figure Jacob's love to Bella, and the kiss in Eclipse

Be Mine - Robyn [link]
How i imagine it felt for him when Bella fell in love with Ed

Lost - Michael Buble [link]
Also after Bella fell in love with Edward

Everything changes - Staind [link]
Also here, feel like thats the kind of songs you get from Jake, havent found one for him with Renesmee yet


Esme's song
River flows in you [link]
LOVE THIS SONG! Figure Edward's sitting and playing this for his 'Mum'!*sigh*


Carlisle's song
The was you look tonight - Tony Bennett [link]
I always imagine him and Esme dancing a slow dance while he sings to her, when i hear this song


Alice's song
Forsaken - Within Temptation [link]
Reminds me of the way in BD when everyone thought they were gonna die and Alice ran off


Jaspers's song's
Blow me away - Breaking Benjamin [link]
I think about him, the newborn's and Maria when i hear this
Unknown Soldier - Breaking Benjamin [link]
This one too
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Thats some of the best twilight-songs I got! I dont have any Rosalie or Emmett songs though, and I'd love to get some more Alice and Jasper too, though!^__~
This was just a little time killer, really, cuz i have NO idea what to write about, and its some time since last time, so i was just thinking you guys could use some more cool songs from me! Yeah, right!
Well, It's a new year, it's 23.18 on a sunday, its end of break and I cant WAAAIT for school tomorrow!-___-* Oh myy... Well, i hope i survive!

As said before, comments are highly appreciated, and tell me about more songs! Look in my first twilight-playlist journal if you'll like some more songs I hope i changed it enough!

Part 1 [link]

GOOOOO for making twilight rock even more!