Hm.. i feel like its time updating my journal now.. but what am i gonna write about?

Ok Here's some stuff, not very important, by who cares^^,:

1: Im (if u havent noticed yet) a huge fan of Twilight (and New moon and Eclipse) and that is kinda annoying... Cuz i cant think of anything to draw but those characters! I mean im addicted and that cant be healthy! just ask my friends

2: Im working on a little project, where im supposed to make all of the main characters in the book. But i hate doing it this way, cuz its really hard and really boring, and its much more fun to draw my own stuff, although it doesnt get that well.
Hm.. And when i cant get any stuff well by myself, then i have to cheat a little, like i do know, but i promis to stop soon... when ever im done with Rosalie, Bella and a nother Edward^_^

3: Im also working on a nother little project. Im writing on a fanfic of twilight... its about Ginger (if u look in my gallery i think u can get some info about her), but i dont bother writing it down know...
hehe.. Its actually a pretty cool story, me and Molly had a really brainstorming about it for some weeks about, and it turned out pretty well.

4: ive joined some new clubs: , , and

OMFG! Im sooo terrified.. I'm looking through my old school bag, and guess what i'm finding? LOTS of old pics, which i drew for over a year ago.. eek! Thats crazy, is it really my drawings?? Im embarrased!! it looks like a 10 year old girl- drawing, and that IS embarrasing, or i think so.. OMG, i just found a nother one!! i cant stay this anymore!*Ripping the papers apart, and throw the bag on the floor...sigh*...

Yay, im finaly done with New Moon, second book in Stephenie Meyers bookseries; twilight!*sigh* Its an amazing history about a girl who fell in love with the mystorious boy called Edward Cullen.. He's ofcourse a vampire - else i wouldnt read it - and as adorable, beautiful, lovable and amazing... u cant ever imagine!
- Psst *whispering*, i havent even figured out his face! He's that fabiolus!
Anyway I've started at Eclipse - read about 50 pages or something - and i can barly put it down!
Really, all u who hasnt read it yet - hmpf, Sophie! : JUST READ IT! I cant understand those who dont want to read it! And for godness sake, READ IT BEFORE THE MOVIE COMES! The guy playin Edward (sorry, never remember his name) isnt right at all!! Im serious! JUST READ!

But im really confused; I dont know if im supposed to like vampiers or werewolfs, well i better like werewolfs now that ive joined as a werewolf; thats the reason i made myself a werewolf after the vampire pic, it sucked anyway!
But i dont know.. im really in love with Edward, but i love Jacob too! i cant stand Edward beeing such a jurk! kiddn! They're both being jurks! I feel soo sorry for Bella, it must be hard! But anyway i think werewolfs r great - Hey, they're wolfs! I love wolfs - but i love vampiers too! I've more knowledge to them! read soo many books, but i like stephenies vampiers the best, her's or darren Shan's... i cant decide... All the other vampires r bad, and i dont like them! hehe..

well.. i dont know what more to say.. and i REALLY need to do some more homework - Yeah, sure *laughing* like im going to do ANY homework! (but i HAVE to!)- ....

I like writing! it comes so much stupid things out of me

xxx

OK, what to write??

I dont know..Im bored, wanna draw, wanna write, wanna do SOMETHING, but cant figure out anything, as usual!

I really dont know whats wrong with me... I get this great idea, starts to draw, and everything get.... bad by some stupid detail... I hate it..

My eyes r almost ketting me dawn by sleeping, seriously, im half awake and the mucis is eksploding insde my head.. I feel like getting to bed... but i dont want to... tomorrow im goin to stay up all night, and thats gonna kill me, and after that night im supposed to go to the church??! Im seriously gonna fell asleep in the church, and i got enough problem to stay awake in churches in the first place!!

Im dead.... im TIRED!!

anyway; get a good night sleep everyone (except me) and have a great week(except me)...

xxx..."felt asleep"

ChocolatChocolatChocolat... Delicious, dieing Chocolat... Its not fair that it has to be so damn good.. i mean, im really a Chocoholic, and its soo anoying.. i feel like eating Chocolat all the time, and i guess i've been really unhealty this x-mas, but whoo cares?!
I love Chocolat and noone can ever change that fact!

Anyway... The school is on again.. How unfair isnt that??! But i guess i woul loom farward, cause the vinter holiday is soon here, and then its free from school in a nother week..

Ive just figurde out that: I HATE MY GERMAN TEATCHER!!! I mean i reaaaally hate her... She wants us to tell about a german sity, IN GERMAN, INFRONT OF THE CLASS!! And it has to be done at FRYDAY.. I have almosty not started yet, and... OMG i hate her... SHe thinks that we're sooo good in german, when actually none of us can say a sentenc... omg.. im dead... and i hate that class... I mean when i first got problem to speak in the class room with my normal class, how will it goes when i shall speak infront of a totaly unknown class???!! Im soo dead... But hopely i can stay in front of the class with my friend, and then it will be better.. But HEY! I will have to TALK german... Omg, im sooo dead... And above all we have homework too.. i mean this school really sux... The teatchers dont know how to comunicate with eatchother..

Anyway, im looking farward to get older, and just be out of middle school, and probably in some kinda artschool. I soo wanna go to an artschool, and i wanna get much better to draw... ive just found out that i sux, so i've figured out that i will have to draw alott in the next week, so i can teatch and see what i do wrong.. There is just something wrong all the time, or maybe its my ideas.. theyt sux and i know i got some kinda imagination, but i just cant figure out anything when im drawing..

well.. enough of bad thoughts, and yeah you guys have to have a great week and just draw or write as much as u can.. Its amazing to see you and what your doin.. hope you get a nice month, and maybe some good grades..

kiss.. kiss

I Love snow, I love snow, I love snow.. Just too bad that the snow never is getting on the ground.. Its like, it snows and then it desapears, and then it becomes REALLY cold outside, and then it doesnt snow... When its possible to get winter, i dont wanna come... I hate this country.. Its cold winter, but no snow, its summer, but freezy water.. Yeah, i really hat this country..
There r thee countries i can consider moving to; thats America, Egypt, and Australia... I realy love those countries... Its soo not fair that my dad havent taken me there yet, when they had their wedding trip to Australia, and my aunt and her husband lived there many years, althought thats a long time ago..

Anyway.. I really dont know what to write... but i have started to write a new history.. This one is about animals, and ill soon put up some pics of my characters.. There r some Lynx', ofcourse, and a Norwegian forest cat (for u who have never heard of that cat, its the most wounderful cat in all world, google it!), and a squirrel, some hyaenas, and lots of other animals.. Its about the sea, being on a ship and such.. I have no plans of translate it into english, so whatever..

Yeah... Right.. I've figured out that i love my art teatcher; she gave me an A on my task! Im sooo glad... I've never got an A in any subject actually, and i cant believe its possible... I also got my math test today, and since our teatcher is soo mean i got a D, but actually that is my best grade in math, like ever, so im not that sad, but i think its unfair, and im soo anoyed by people who got C and says thats a sucking grade.. Im soo mad at people who is like that, who always believe they have to be better then any other...
Im still pretty excited about getting out of middle school, and start high school.. I want a better class and maybe some new friends, always happy to get new friends...

i belive that was everything... I thought it would be nice to upgrade this a bit, since its almost a month since i did it last time... soo.. everyone just have a nice x-mas, and probably u get what u guys wiched for, anyway, i hope for that...

kiss..kiss